babby boy

my lil bro

this is my lil bro...beza ak dengan dye??..15 tahun tau ...mak ak lahirkan dye tyme ak amik exam pmr....dye sorg je adik laki ak ..yg len semua perempuan...then tyme ayah ak taye...nk adik laki ke?perempuan?...ak jawab mestila lelaki...sbb ak da ramai adik perempuan..hehehheh

dye ??..urmmm...ak sllu tinggal kt asrama,masuk matrik ...u ...so kira masa ak dengn dye x byk la..p tyme ak cuti mmg ak slalu buli dye...ahhahhahahhaha...

sbbnya ...tahun nie...ak da 20 tahun...tyme nie je ak boleh buli dye..ahhahha...ayah ak sllu taye...knape suka sgt buli adik??...jawapan ak ...hehhehehe...alaaaa...t blik u/asrama/matrik da xboleh buli da....mse skrg la nk buli teruk2....bia dye simpan untuk beberapa bulan org xblik..ahhhhahhaha

siyusly ak seorg kakak yg sgt jahat ..hahahhaha

xpndai smile

ok cuti ...dua bulan ak betoi2 ade kat umah nie...bru ak perhati2 betoi2 adik ak ...nape????urmmmm....dye suke kencing ats toto tau kalau lps bangun tido...nak2 tyme dye tido bilik ayah ak...seminggu tu ade dlm 2 kli@ lebih..mujur parent ak ..dyeorg bli washing mecin...yg agak canggih ..boleh basuh blanket ..or sume yg septtnya...xde la pent sgt mcm dulu..kne basuh tgn ....x cukup tu ...tikar dlm bilik mak ak ...alahai kne basuh jugak ....dlu ade la jugak letak carpet...disebabkan ...dye nie sllu pissss...cm tu ...mak ak x letak carpet da dlm bilik mak ak ...hahhahah...

ok ..nk story...beberapa ary lps...tyme dekat nk bukak pose....dye dtg blik ak...sje tgk ak on9 tyme tu smbil sulam2 baju mak ak ...then dye tertido...so...ak bg la bntal..tyme tu dye just tido atas tikar /carpet dlm bilik ak ...okk...tyme tu ak x pk pe2 la...mybe my lil bro sgt ngantuk....dye tido smpai lps kami sume berbukak pose...abg ak masuk bilik ak .sje nk kacu dye....but...yg mengejutkannya....dye kencing dlm bilik ak ...aishhhhh..!!!

naseb ak tgh baek ...ak bg dye syampoo sunsik...lifebouy...bg dye mndi ..pastu ak basuh tikar/carpet ...mop2 lnatai ....smpai ak rase penat ....

adik lelaki ak nie..aishhhhhh...

hari nie...dye buat hal lagi...bkn kncing lg ...tolak adik perempuan ak yg umur 8 tahun...hampir nk jatuh beranda....balasannya tyme dye nk mndi ....dye boleh trlekat zip...~~tu la.....nakal sgt ...balasan tolak kakak....

boyz

part pling ak suke??..ahhahahhaha...mestila sakat dye...kahkahkah...usik dye...~p dye jenis kebal loooh...usik hntu pun bkn takot sgt ~~nk je tonyoh2 pale dye tyme habes bedak2 besar+kecik ak dye bazirkan ...

aishhh sabar je la adik lelaki nie.......

Ramadhan....

salam....

xde pe yg ak nk kongsi kan kt cni...cuti nie ak bnyk jugak buang masa dengan muvi....masuk bulan pose ...ak buat jugak keja....~~menyulam baju raya mak ak ...~~kne jugak buat ...sbb mak ak ckp 'ma x kreatif'...
ok fine...hahhahha

waktu ak keseorgn ...ak by termenung ...pk sstu bnde....yg belom ak capai ...kdg2 ak minx petunjuk Illahi...ak tringin kn bnde tu ...ak mohon betoi ...I' ALLAH...di makbulkan ...

bulan pose nie ..adalah bulan yg pling dekat hubungan diantara hambanya bersama pencipta nya...masa inilah segala kebaikan yg kte buat dengan ikhlas akan di gandakan ....
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genap 10 hari ak pose...mcm2 berita ak trima,dengar....baca....byk sgt ...antaranya taun ...~~satu famili masuk hospital...dan salah seorg ahli keluarganya meninggal....next...seorg guru perempuan kne rogol dihadapan anak muridnya...kemudian di campakkan ke dlm semak....berhari2..tapi xde org tolong pun...sampai lah PPB...tlg 6 ary kemudian...guru tu meninggal ktk dlm bilik kesihatan setelah mengalami trauma dan infleksi....kes pembunuhan yg ak sllu dengr dlm berita...next .....sindiket penculikan...perjualan organ kanak2...pengemis....

klu korg taya ak ...napa ak cita nie sume dlm bln pose?hari2 berlaku perkara yang sama bunuh,dera...rogol...nothing different la...
jawapan ak ...semakin hari ak meningkat dewasa...2 dekad ak hidup dalam dunia nie...hampir dua dekad jugak ak sllu dgr bnde nie..keburukkan menjadi igauan ...mungkin lebih teruk lagi kpd mangsa yg kene...kdg2 ak sendri rase takot ,gerun...kekuatan dlm diri pun mcm berkurg ...mcm ne naseb org yg mnjadi mangsa....???
nk tolong...tapi xtau mcm mne.....!!!!!

siyusly ..tetiba mlm nie ak rase sedih lps ak bce berita nie...uhukhukhukhukhuk...

bersabar lah wahai wanita........=|......

bufday ....

25 june yang lalu …besday ak ..huhuhu….n then tepat bufday ak tu ….adalah hari last event NRIC ….banyak yg ak nk cita kt cni…

Sbnrnya ,mlm besday ak tu ….ak da sedia ada penat …ak tido awal…p thanks kt sahabat ak …dae,naemah ,syafiq…sbb tepat masanya ..korg ucap kat ak….mybe ucapan lebih bernilai dr sepotong kek ……ucapan adalah kata2 yang boleh kita ingt smpai bila2…bia jao….bia waktu  kian berlalu ….

Pg tu …ak g NRIC …cm biasa….hepi jugak ramai yg ucap besday ak ….apa yang ada dlm pkran ak…..ak da genap umur 20..penghabisan terakhir …umur belasan tahun …

Persoalan nya…betoi kea k a 20????...

Pe yg pasti ,ak sendri pun boleh nmpk cre perubahan kt ak …ak x mcm dulu ..skrg ak lbih dewsa…agak matang pkrannya…mybe jugak kejadian sebulan sebelumnya..membuat ak lebih matang ….ak lebih tabah …ak kne kuat ….

Ade yg bertanya..knapa ak berubah ???.....fuhhhhhh…klu ak cita disini…..bnde nie xkn abes…pe yg pasti ..biar la ia mnjdi rahsia ak ..smpi bila2…

Thanks ,kwn2 ak ….trutama Fat,Akma,Fiera,Maadah ,Qifa,zaty n atin …..x juga lupa kt ina….

Thanks …..coz….snggup buat surprise cake…bia pun ak da lewat sejam penghabisan bufday ak ..hehhehhe…ak mmg sgt  terkejut …sebetolnya….ak xprnh smbut bufday cm tu …biasanya..klu di rumah …ak smbut dgn family jew…klu di asrama…hanya hadiah dib g ….sebagai peringatan …..

Tapi …kenangan yang tercipta lebih bermakna…sgt bermakna…..trutama…bila ak betoi2 mencecah umur 20tahun ….=)…

Its mean a lot … 

the mean girl

salam ..buat blog ku ...yg da lme x bukak dan tulis....hehhehe..


urmmm...ak kt cni bru je bukak blog kwn ak ....disini.....bila ak ingt blik pe yg dye cita....hp dye hilang ....n ak lak tgh cbuk...uruskan pakaian ak nk g kem esoknya....urmmm...mmg ak x tumpu sgt pe yg dye ckp...mesti dye sgt sedih ....huhuhuhu...
sory ...

maybe 'sory ' boleh meredakan perasan yg x puas aty kt ezza..huhuhuhu...anyway ....mybe ade hikmah di sebalik kejadian ....jgn pk terlmpau singkat ...balasan yg akan dtg ..kalau bukan harini....mungkin bukan esok...minggu depan ...tapi masa hadapan ..

sape tau ...kamu akn dpt hp yg lebih bagus...kn....

luve

siyusly ....i luve this movi....waaaaa..
urm..tringin nk bli buku nie.......

just think ....and keep thinking ..until u find the answer

this statement ..is very important to a person likes me.....coz....my prob will be easy after i make it simple....hehhehe



mybe its depend...actually ..ahhahahha

Wouldn't wanna be anybody else, hey.

You made me insecure,
Told me I wasn't good enough.
But who are you to judge,
When you're a diamond in the rough.
I'm sure you got somethings,
You'd like to change about yourself.
But when it comes to me,
I wouldn't wanna be anybody else

Na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na

I'm no beauty queen,
I'm just beautiful me.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right,
To a beautiful life.
Come on!

Who says,
Who says you're not perfect,
Who says you're not worth it,
Who says you're the only one that's hurting,
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty,
Who says you're not pretty,
Who says your not beautiful,
Who says?

It's such a funny thing,
How nothings funny when it's you.
You tell me whatcha mean,
But they keep whiting out the truth.
It's like a work of art,
That never gets to see the light.
Keep you beneath the stars,
Won't let you touch the sky.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/selena_gomez/who_says.html ]
I'm no beauty queen,
I'm just beautiful me.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right,
To a beautiful life.
Come on!

Who says,
Who says you're not perfect,
Who says you're not worth it,
Who says you're the only one that's hurting,
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty,
Who says you're not pretty,
Who says your not beautiful,
Who says?

Who says you're not star potential,
Who says you're not presidential,
Who says you can't be in movies,
Listen to me, listen to me,
Who says you don't past the test,
Who says you can't be the best.
Who said,
Who said,
Would you tell me who said that,
Yeah~
Who said?

Who says,
Who says you're not perfect,
Who says you're not worth it,
Who says you're the only one that's hurting,
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty,
Who says you're not pretty,
Who says your not beautiful,
Who says.

Who says,
Who says you're not perfect,
Who says you're not worth it,
Who says you're the only one that's hurting,
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty,
Who says you're not pretty,
Who says your not beautiful,
Who says?

p/l= i want be my self ....just be myself....

im outspoken person...im selfish ...im high tempered

but im doing this ...becoz ....there is a reasons .... 

Sometimes you have to be strong, even when your whole world just fell apart.