Tuesday, March 15, 2011

.....song 2 sing


tetibe je rase best lagu nie..hehhehe...

byk kli ak dgr...ske maksud dye...

ni ak tgh pk ..byk yg berlaku kt ak aetu ..serabut dgn prob karnival..hehhe..but thanks to memey coz take my pic..hehhe

mybe ~~seseorg yg menyimpan felin kt ssorg ...~~


mybeeee..la kan...

but sometimes la kan...kte kne let go dye jugak..even kte ade felin kt dye..coz..my be yg tu terbaek tuk kte..hehhe

ye ke?..of cop la syg ..hahha

jesse mccartey...ak pun x knal spe dye..but smlmla..

tyme ak dgr lgu byk2 kt dlm nie...ak rase best lgu nie..

mybe tyme tu ak ade felin kot..sbb ak rse serabut dgn asgmnt yg berlmbak

ak rase menyampah pun ade..

ye la...x smpi sebulan je lg..ak ade tyme tuk bljr ..

pastu exam..ble ak nk stdy?..


ak sendri pun bz dgn NRIC..SEDIM NIE....ARENA blom stat lagi ...

~~kdg2 kte lbih hargai mase ble kte bz...kn2...betoi la..p ak rase serabut sgt...~~

ak nk kluar ...ni pun ak x siap lg asgmnt ak ...ak xleh bt..ak xphm ..ak xtau nk bt cmne..haaaa..tu la

baek ak layn bnde2 cmni..at least ak x tension sgt hahha

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win nowThough you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop




sje2 letak pic nie..hehhe..ni sum1 bg ak ..ak trima as a friendship never ends la..

sayang kami sebagai bersahabat'..

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

just so u know..hehe..ak guna moto pooh..ak ske pic nie..

This emptyness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know


~~klu la ak boleh nyanyi..mmg ak nk..hahahhaha...p ak xpndai...suara x bes...~~

huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...cm x ske je jd student u...but ...ak kne hadapi la..ahhaha..

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

life3

mungkin semalam lbih baek dr aeni...
tp untuk kehidupan esok blom tau jua..

byk yg berlaku bbrapa aeni..
kdg2 ak tersepit diantara kwn n keje..
keje mpdr...keje asgmnt ..keje tmbhn ...ak penat ..

nk2 melayan kerenah korg ..
ak tau ..byk org yg ak jumpa..byk jenis yg ak tau

ak nk g tau ..sorg bdk nie..stat ak prgi trip..smpi blik trip pun
bdk nie muncul dlm pkran ak ..
ak sendri xtau pe mksudnya
kdg2 nge kwn ak sendri dye yg jd topik ak

ak rase dye tau kami berckp ttg dye..
nk ckp dye bt salah..x jugak
dye sendri yg bt ..huhhh
mmg degil...kami da nasihat...
n dye sendri mmg sdr kami syg kn dye..
tp dye sendri bt dunno...mybe ego kot ..
ak x salah kn dye..
tu haq dye..

tp ak pnt la..
huhhhhhhhh...


''saya pnt la dgn awk ni..awk men tarik tali..sy pun men tarik tali...p make sure la tali tu kukuh ...jgn smpi putus..~~tarik tali pun ade care,ade style,ade strategi,ade gaya...jgn men tarik jew....huhhh..smpi x pk effect dye~~
sy bg tau mksd tersirat n tersurat ni..pndai2 la phmkn sendri.....~~buhsan..:|...desperate tau ''x...huhhhhhhhhh...hhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yg ni ak post kt fb..ak geram sgt ..ak rase kecewa..sakit aty ..sedih ..marah ..semua perasaan ak bercampur krn dye sorg...bkn salah dye pun ..ak bt nie pun ak ngaku ak syg dye..kami d cni syg dye..tp dye sendri yg seksa diri sendri ..
ak sedih sbb ak sendri x mmpu nk tlg dye ..ak marah diri ak sendri sbb ak x mmpu nk ubah dye ..jd sedia kala..ak sakit aty sbb dye x hirau nasihat ak..ak marah dye sbb ak nk dye bt yg terbaek tuk diri sendri ..bkn ubah diri sendri sbb org len...ak kecewa..sbb ak x mampu ...ak x mampu ..
klu dye tau ..ak marah sbb dye...psti dye akan marah ..sedih kt ak ..naseb ak pndai pura2..ak nangis pun sbb dye ..
''wak skalipun wak jumpa blog sy..n awak rase apa yg sy tuju nie kt awak ..berubah la..jgn seksa dri..klu betol awak sygkn dye (prmpuan yg awak minat ) jd la diri sendri..x perlu seksa diri..ubah diri...seandainya prmpuan tu ske awak..minat awak..syg awak sbb diri awak  bkn sbb material..bkn sbb rupa paras...tu sgtlah bagus..''
saya sendri pnt la awak...kdg2 sy sendri rase frust tau x..sbb awak kwn sy...sy nk awak bt terbaek tuk ur self ..
mybe awak nmpk sy yg byk prob..mmg sy byk prob..sbb sy slalu pk kwn2 sy..sy sendri xde mse tuk prob sendri..campur keje lg...asgmt..
kdg2 putus asa jugak ..nk je jerit..''saya penat dgn semua nie..''
p apa yg sy dpt klu sy lps semua..stu kerugian ..dats y sy akn cube bt yg terbaek..seadainya sy mmpu bt semua nie..sy rse stu pnglmn..stu bonus tuk dri sy..
awak byk ppg jwtn dr sy...rezak awak teruk sem lps..sy ckp..cri mse stdy ..awak mengeluh..awak..sy nk g tau ..awak msuk u untuk habes degre..bkn habes mse bt semua keje tuuh..phm...keje tu semua sampingan ..saya hrp awak  dpt stdy..bia bz pun...sy sendri pun bru je stat stdy smlm...sy lalai dlm menjalankan tggjwb seorg pljr
sy ada impian..sy ade trget...trget sy tinggi ...sy nk dpt 4.0 flek ..sy mesti dpt ..ssh sng..kmdian kira..sbb yg utama sy yakin ...seandainya rezak awak ok sem nie...sy pun ok..nk je kte celebrate..tau ..ahahhaha
pk2 la..sy pnt tau pk ..